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Pride

It bothers me a lot, that the people closest to me does not recognize what matters most to me.


is interesting to see all the plans people have for the upcoming school year. Today I met with people in my class, and although only two months ago and something that we graduated, I realized that I missed. Everyone has a plan, each something to do ... Well, except one, who takes a sabbatical, good excuse to do nothing in his life, as they say. I hope you do end up doing something. I was in Las Palmas most of the afternoon, I finally took care of something, I needed to walk, or rather leave this room so full that I see at home, and I do not know exactly what it should but I think a gofio-complex-vitamin-Chinese are taking my mother has much to do, because it removes the desire to eat, but apparently gives an incredible bad milk.


not quite understand my parents, although this is not new, of course. And I feel so hurt sometimes when you do not deign to be interested in something I feel so much already that I want. I am so proud of myself sometimes when I feel useless and a lot to learn, but I think I've accomplished something great and he dreamed long ago. It took a lot of work, and it's like a dream come true in every sense ... And I can not share with them that are supposed to be prouder than me, and although I do not think it felt to share this pride, not talk around the issue, would ignore, hide it, and of course I can not find them when I look bad apollo next year, and I know that I will be wrong, because what I have chosen to study is something very demanding, both physically and mentally, and can be very demotivating. And over the distance. I am very sorry to have to keep it all that, and you can not share one of the nicest things I could have happened, both because they can not know and because if they did, they would not see the magnitude of the case. I think that despite everything, and although it is a dream of mine, is going to be tainted with sadness for this.

At least I have friends who know they are there.

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Tedium, Tedium, Tedium, Tedium .....

hate the summer.

I love to hate, but before I've always been involved in a certain sense of discomfort in the past summers, but I know exactly what happens.

hate the summer.

What good is so much free time? How can so many empty hours to fill? A summer month only would be nice, but it still seems too long. But three months ... I do not know. I can go crazy. I'm tired of resting. Rest has become a horrible time interval in which I look at the ceiling trying, unsuccessfully, not thinking. It is exasperating, as well as the hours at home, hours sitting at the computer, there are no pages that visit or conversation to have, all these were sold in July. And time goes so slow.

I see myself wrapped in an anxiety also invisible. I think it's because I will soon (and even just 20 days I have around me seem like an eternity, do not understand people who want your day of departure is alarge increasingly). I'm nervous, tense, I can hardly indisfrutable enjoy this summer, when I'm in a place I want to be in another, looking for movement, the sequence of all my actions, it is as if my body will not stay still, and know that want to do to get into the holy plane get me out of here. Until then I move from one place to another, looking for a job, something to fill this time so long that it seems to run out .... I can only hope the winter cold wish her come on and take this summer, which is be as bad as others, if not worse ...


I feel like a freak of a movie, when I'm home but I do not read again and again the subjects that I will have next year, look for the bus lines of the city to see what I will be better, memorize the school website, planning my first day ... At least today I received the contract from the residence ... This was a great event! What sad! August

pass soon I hope I do not know how I can stand, the hours are so long, and the silence that is so devastating full.