Pride
It bothers me a lot, that the people closest to me does not recognize what matters most to me.
is interesting to see all the plans people have for the upcoming school year. Today I met with people in my class, and although only two months ago and something that we graduated, I realized that I missed. Everyone has a plan, each something to do ... Well, except one, who takes a sabbatical, good excuse to do nothing in his life, as they say. I hope you do end up doing something. I was in Las Palmas most of the afternoon, I finally took care of something, I needed to walk, or rather leave this room so full that I see at home, and I do not know exactly what it should but I think a gofio-complex-vitamin-Chinese are taking my mother has much to do, because it removes the desire to eat, but apparently gives an incredible bad milk.
not quite understand my parents, although this is not new, of course. And I feel so hurt sometimes when you do not deign to be interested in something I feel so much already that I want. I am so proud of myself sometimes when I feel useless and a lot to learn, but I think I've accomplished something great and he dreamed long ago. It took a lot of work, and it's like a dream come true in every sense ... And I can not share with them that are supposed to be prouder than me, and although I do not think it felt to share this pride, not talk around the issue, would ignore, hide it, and of course I can not find them when I look bad apollo next year, and I know that I will be wrong, because what I have chosen to study is something very demanding, both physically and mentally, and can be very demotivating. And over the distance. I am very sorry to have to keep it all that, and you can not share one of the nicest things I could have happened, both because they can not know and because if they did, they would not see the magnitude of the case. I think that despite everything, and although it is a dream of mine, is going to be tainted with sadness for this.
At least I have friends who know they are there.
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